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i miss you. i really do. comee back please. i promise i'll change. i'm soryy. :'(

perempuan

if you ask me whether i have feeling for you, i would answer maybe i do. but it doesn't matter because you belong to someone else and the last thing i wanna do is to hurt her. i know how she felt because i've been through the same thing. im sorry.

SPM painful times

addmath sucks! i'm letting go another A. :'(

everything in one post

back being single yeah. im sick of boys. okeee so i'll be single fr at least 3 months. about 20 days b4 spm. im damn so stress. wish me luck! n there was a huge prob, i nearly made my classmate broke up wif his gf because of this fucking STUPID picture. n everyone seems to blame me for that. prmpn penggoda. my sis said. thank goodness his gf wasn't mad at me. well, suprisingly she forgave me. n if that girl, who nvr knew me, nvr met me, not even once, could say that she wasn't mad at me. maybe i could forgive me enemies too. somedays. haha. but it became so awkward, i'm avoiding my classmate. i'll run away each time i see him. luckily, im now in 5 AE. AE stands for anak emas. it's a class for students who need extra help. oops. haha well, act this's da third time sumthg like this happened this year. firstly, my ex bf blamed me because he almost broke up wif my fren after she knew that i'm his bf ex gf. secondly, after my bestfren broke up wif her bf, some bitches blamed me for that. they said that i made my bestfren got jealous because i was being too close wif that guy. yr head lah!

btw, i can't stand those backstabbers. stop talking behind my back lahh bitch! moral of da story: quality is mucho important than quality. i used to believe dat the more frens you have, the more popular you are. i guess not. i would rather stick to one fren only, who'll stay beside you till the end of time. anyway, i can't wait to be the bridemaid for my cousin's wedding. my aunt send me the cloth, it's damm so pretty. plus it's PINK! :)


the laz week of tsyn, gonna miss farah, kak amy, kak ila, kak siti, openg, plesid, khaleeda, zul, imtinan, fiza, nad, nadirah, n budriz alott. T.T

ouh yeah, the pictures fr SMART graduation night aka prom nyte will be post later. lame lahh ngek nak upload.


ps: i miss my ex-bestfriend whom i fell in love with. i guess it'll just end like this.

currently taken

im in love wif my best fren. whoa. a lil bit over my principle. but hell yeah, guys are like taxi. they seems to come when you think you're sooo over them. the end of single life. well i hope for quite a long time. longer than the previous one at least. ha-ha. but could it be im in love wif sum1 else? i don't even want to think bout it. you won't understand won't you boy? or you're just pretending you don't. do you care?

yessss fuck off

mood: too miserable sampai jadi sewel.

oh haha. perang dunia ketiga meletus ptg tady. yeah, i had a hugee fight with those ppl fom macheda group. i would say, they're just some stupid ppl with bitchy behavior and bitchy thinking. oops. anyway, i hate you, ared n dyla. go to hell. i don't need you and i don't give a damn of what you say. btw, i am better than you. mucho mucho better. any problem with that? kaw jgn jeles sgtt okee. aku ta lyn org bodo cam korg. da delete korg pown from friends aku. GET LOST from my page yeah. g merempat nuh. korunk lagy berlagak dary aku. ta layak duk sblh aku pown okee. g mampos. english korunk pown tunggang langgang. bahahah. aku bace komen kaw lahh dyla. english cam shial! hahaha. buat maluu kaum lah kaw nie kampung gile! betina murah. muke pown hodoh. leh blah! ared pown prsn jer lebeyh. prsn hawt sgtt sampai sume org nak kat dye. koyaa hawt lah muh vavi! kau lagy ta laku lahh drpd aku. bahahaha. ex huduh cam tue pown tgglkan kaw. hahahaha. aku mmg cun ape kaw kesah! fuck off!


p/s: sory adik2 for my rude words. haha. do not copy in your writing. haha. astaghfirullah. ramadhan nih. haha. :)

hepy ramadhan. :)

mood: miserable

3 days more before trial. my life is at it most miserable state. i felt hurt because my best friend was keeping a huge secret from me. and yeah, i fell in love with someone that i can say, had different social status with me. so i know nothing is getting better this days. i haven't done my shopping. and i'm a having a fight with my bossy mother. so again i tell you, i won't be able to do my shopping. uh, i have no money left. and because im not acting nicely or in other word, for my badbadbad behaviour, both of my parents aren't giving me any pocket money. plus my makeup needs new stock lahh. daddy's not 'ere either. so im stuck at home with my mom and mad sisters and bro. i am singlee for about a month now. but at this kind of mo, it felt more awkward to be singlee alone. ouh im dying. :(

ps: forgot to wish. hepy ramadhan. :)